Well, I've been trying to find a job, without any luck. And immigration is sketching me out...I have just over 11 days to renew my work permit...arrrrghh...if they'll let me.

Also, on another note... my old land lord is trying to get extra money off of me. He was such a f*cking cocky bastard. I called him to say I was having troubles getting the deposit back, and he just laughed and said thet he was keeping it all, and in fact he was comming after me for more money. There wasn't more than $50 worth of damage in that appartment, most of which was there when I moved in and they said it wouldn't matter about those things when I moved out. In fact I even fixed some crap that was wrong with the place, replaced a shower curtain rod and curtain. Had to take a chain lock off of my door that was there when I moved in, after the fire inspector guy came in and said that my appartment wasn't up to spect. And he's keeping all $300 of my deposit, and god knows how much he's trying to get out of me. I don't have anymore money to give. My ex keeps saying she wants more money off of me everytime we talk, the last time it was $675, this time she said $975, and she was saying that I'm being a jerk by trying to keep the deposit from her. They truth is, if I got the deposit back I'd give it too her. But I can't. Like I want to have some guy keep $300 bucks, and try to get more from me.

I dunno. Stuff was bound to fuck up on me once I tried to better my situation, things just don't seem to want me to have it easy. Maybe I'm not following the path I was meant to take. I don't know. It'll all work out. I should expect a slum lord to try to fuck me over in such a way... I forget... oh yes...

I'm almost tempted to post his phone number all over the internet, and have thousands of people call him for no reason... I also thought about keying his car, and throwing a brick through his wind shield if he keeps all my money... After a few months of course... But that's just bad Karma for me...His time will come... each time he steals money from someone in greed, he gets a little bit closer to *SMACK* righteous retribution!  I hope!

Other than the usual search for a nice girl. Um, lets see. Oh I did meet this one really nice girl, her name was Ashly... she was southern, blond, non smoker, not slutty, catholic, and a little shorter than me... Perfect! Had a nice date. She said she wanted to do it again the next day.... that was like 2 weeks ago. I couldn't get ahold of her. Then I had to leave a message. Last I talked to her, she was sick, and I had to end our conversation coz I was about to talk to the manager of a potencial job. But I dunno. I don't think she made much of an attempt to get a hold of me after I left her a message. I hate just dangling on a line waiting for someone. Just she was so nice. I'm not to good at this dating thing sometimes. I'm just a nice guy looking for a nice girl, and I hate having to sift through all the junky girls that I don't like to find a nice one. Eh! Most people have crap love lives I guess, or they settle for someone... or else their really happy (I hate you happy lover couple, that just have to make out with each other whenever my friends aren't around...damn you)!

Hmmm, talking about finding a job...I had three interviews in a row at the mall of america yesterday. One at Hollister, the next at victoria secret, and then at abercrombie, each an hour apart, at different sides of the mall. Just for all you people who have never enjoyed the bliss and wonder which is, the mall of america (free promotion, you gimboyt mall people better send me a gift certificate)...The mall, other than being in the middle of an artic wasteland (it was f*cking 35 degrees below with windchill the other day), is huge...well... pretty big anyways... and I had to go into hollister... act like I loved the store, and wore their clothes everyday, and was happy go lucky ADD inclined smile happy energizer bunny for $6 and hr kid. Answer a few questions about my favourite music, and movies... whilst trying persistently to keep the attention of the 23 year old manager who seemed to have harder time focusing on our interview Reese Wetherspoon in a handbag store. Seriously, ya know when ya tweaked out on coffee, and you can't stop smilling and looking around everywhere... she was just like that! She probably went away after the interview thinking that she couldn't remember most of what I said, so I couldn't have been too interesting in whatever I said... That's coz ya a crack monkey! Damn hollister chick!

Anyways, straight out of that interview, flying like a madman down the walkways, like I'd just stollen something very important, into the bathrooms. Suit, tie, BAM! I looked flashy...and then I bolted it into the Victoria Secret. And then shortly after discovering that I couldn't attend my interview until I filled out an application... despite all the information being on the resume' I already gave them. The reason why I needed to write everything from my nice crisp resume' onto this, dirty looking, 20 times over photocopied application form, before even getting hired, illudes me. None the less, met the manager... found out they only wanted very partial, part time people for weekends only... Yes I can give hand massages with lotion, no I've never worn any of your make up, yes I understand this, no I haven't used that... I love the store, I love the atmosphere...I'm a little fruity,,,you should hire me... End of interview.... The sight of a new job was growing darker in the distance,,,

Run down the walkway, fly into bathroom... get back into preppy clothes for preppy interview. Run to the otherside of the mall.

Oh Abercrombie was awesome. Their interviewing technique is prestine. Get a group of fairly good looking people who applied, get them all in a circle (very important)... Scout out the best looking... ask them a few personality questions... Oh you're dumb and like football... Hire that guy...oh you were a cheer leader and a swimmer...oh that's awesome, we need that...tell the rest if they don't get a call that they were unsucessful... Proceed to train the hot ones with ADD... much like hollister, but with less ADD from the interviewer (when you're in a circle, everywhere you look is someone you need to ask questions too... Genius! Good one Abercrombie management team,,,must have taken days to come up with that one!). Reminds me of the days of the Aerian nation. Scary. He was 6"something, short geled spikey hair, tanned, not to bright, would do pretty much whatever you'd tell him to... She was 5'8" thin, kinda catty looking, like she got woken up early and the world was going to pay...but her hair was still perfectly straightened anyways!

I dunno, I'm sorry to any people who work at the said companies who may be reading this... I'm just in need of a job. I just don't fit into the profiles of the people these companies want to hire. I'm more laid back fun guy, than preppy star of the football team dumb guy, or, well ok, applying at victoria secret was probably a lost cause anyways.